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Leave.Leave me alone!
Is that so hard to do?!
You don’t care about my feelings,
They are nothing to you!
What have I done wrong?
I just want you to leave,
You hurt me more and more,
So how can I believe?
Your words mean nothing,
Your apologies are fake,
Just stay away from me!
How much pain can I take?!
You got what you want,
But what about me?
I only want one thing,
I want to be free!
I can’t take it anymore!
Every night and day,
You just refuse to leave,
So at least stay away!
Tears don't bring the dead back to lifeIt's shadow times and sunken lives
in a grave of mud and flesh remains
they've killed many souls with bloody knives
and weaved their ladders out of veins.
"Away!" they shout when death has cried
and off they run, away from pride.
"Away!" they scream when death has blown
so off they go, when blood has flown.
Then there's the boom of drums and trumpets
wail. Men fall to graves; they've pain their debts.
There's rust in bones, and tears at home
And strange lost love that walks alone.
There's a pretty, kind lady looking out the window
little does she know that now she's a widow.
And the little young boy who sleeps in her arms
had just lost a father down by the dams.
A beautiful girl lies beneath the pine trees,
staring at the skies and all what she sees
is the bright red sun, bleeding on the horizon
the girl shuts her eyes and death brings her ease.
Once an old man had a wonderful family
who lived on the other five chairs around
the kids would play and jump so cheerily
filling a quie
Plenty of TimeThere's still plenty of time
She said to the wind
And the wind whispered back
Not for those who have sinned;
Not for those who cry
In the deep of the night,
Not for those who die
In the darkest of light.
There's still plenty of time
She laughed to the boy
But he didn't laugh back
For he found no joy;
Not for those who slave
Through the long, hard days,
Not for those who pave
The path for your ways.
There's still plenty of time
She sighed to the moon;
The moon knew there wasn't
When you're filled with gloom;
Dear girl you must learn
Time's not what you think,
What you get, you must earn
When your life's on the brink.
There's still plenty of
Society is Screaming Society is screaming so loud, I can hear it internally
Inside my mind, bouncing off the boundaries
All the dishonor, poverty, lies and disgust sound eternally
I tell the world, warn them of this coming storm, they tell me it's imaginary
The ones who are here to help, they lie through their teeth and lungs
Lock me in, "fixing" me up, sending my mind reeling
Defiantly I fight, bare arms and legs, as they fill me with drugs
They've sent me so far from home, I'm so numb, I can't even feel my feelings
My mind is overflowing with images I don't own
I remain silent, let them believe it's working
Moving slowly through this twisted life
The EscapistIt is really insomnia
If you're keeping me awake?
Is it the infatuation
That made me start to shake?
Is it so peculiar
If you make me feel brand new?
Is it some kind of obsession
That I have with you?
I watch you when I feel lonely
Is that so wrong?
I think of you when they hurt me
So what if that's all day long?
You make me feel so happy
What if that's all I have?
Should that be taken away
Just because it sounds mad?
Because right now in real life
There's no happily ever after
When I see something I don't like
I can't just skip the chapter
Or quickly press fast forward
On a TV remote control
Real life is but a wound
And you help fill the h
my english homeworkFallen angel wondering forevermore
Black winged angel flying nevermore
My guardian angel wondering in the abyss
I wish I did not miss
My guardian angel forever more
Haunting me to the core
Making me go insane
Forever in pain
Of my eternal pains
Leaving my emotions behind
My love denied
Abandoned for life
Waiting for my knife
To redeem my self
My inner self
Living in my own despair
Wanting to repair
So You Know She's Alive She's gorgeous, pure mind, embodiment
Her future, paved in the cement
She laughs, so beautiful
A shaky breath, so wonderful
That was what she was,
But all that's turned to dust
On the outside, she doesn't seem bent
Still the same case, but what's become of it's contents?
Don't be fooled by what you see
On the inside, she may be ugly
Nothing left but the will to breathe
Sweet smiles, valentines
Heart cracks, with the stroke of time
Nothing left, her home is a lie
Wounded hopes, a dream that has died
Only a breath, so you know she's alive
Why do you?Why are you crying my dear?
Why is your beautiful face full of fright?
Please hand me the knife my dear.
I want to see you live through this night.
Why are you sad my love?
Why are you hiding from me?
Please don't hide because they called you queer.
I can't be happy if you can't be.
Why are you hurt my friend?
Why are you bleeding out?
Please tell me what he did my friend.
I will stop him without any doubt.
Why are you so small sister?
Why don't you eat?
Please tell me what you see.
I don't want you to give up to this in defeat.
Why are you drunk brother?
Why do you drown yourself like this?
Please don't do this to yourself.
She wasn't wo
Whence To WhereYou surprise me and confuse me,
And make me love you more.
The brightness may undo me,
The darkness I adore.
There's so much grey,
And so much pain
That brings rejuvenation.
I fall and sink,
But then I blink
Whence to where is what I asked,
But much is coming clear.
My sadness fading here at last,
And with it all my fears.
You've brought me out,
How can I count
The times you've soothed my soul?
From where I was,
You may become
The star that leads me home.
Light and dark will mold and mix
Till grey is what I see.
A calming sight that seems to fix
What once was wrong with me.
To Be RevealedAnd what is there, lying beyond your mind?
A gracious greeting, or death warrant, signed?
When your sun is settling down on western sands,
Who will await you, stretching out their hands?
Are they holding your heart with reverence due,
or a knife, with which to strike straight through?
At the end of that hallway, what blocks your descent?
A saintly soul, or sins to repent?
In every tunnel, there are doors to inspect.
Some to show the future, others to reflect.
No one door, to paradise, leads.
No one road to bear the swiftest of steeds.
Yet, to Hell, there is no certainty still,
Mountains can't be climbed when there is no hill.
And so, d
Glass HeartFragile hearts that beat for love,
Seem to never get enough.
Encased in a glass that’s stained with red,
A reminder of the blood it’s shed.
Over the years it has hardened from pain;
Careful to ever love again,
But some memories are engraved in gold,
Reminding the heart of what love can hold;
The promises behind just one kiss;
The little moments you know you’ll miss.
The empty ache subdued by an embrace;
Causing your fragile heart to race.
The rare confessions that are only heard by some,
Gazing in the eyes of the hopeful one.
The memories that form a smile on your face,
Caresses on soft skin that leave a trace.
The LiarWhen I found out the truth
The filthy thing under the bed
I screamed and howled
And learned to hate;
For the truth was biting
Bitter and cold
Like a burning hailstorm
That I wished had never unfold
I kept a secret
Told a lie
I spoke words of hatred
Felt something wilt and die
The world was faux
An unattainable fantasy
Hopes were fed to monsters
In my blood that cried blasphemy
I don't think you knew
Because you'd hate me if you did
To know our common blood was false
Of me, you'd surely rid
So I cut you off first
Then you'd never have the chance
To look under the bed
And pierce me through with a lance
I destroyed you first
So I'd not be
GenderGender was complicated
for me at least.
Unlike the others
it wasn't so black
a very large scale
filled with shades
I wanted the
that men obtained
by nature. I ached
for the clavicles
that showed whether
you were average
I desired the chiseled jaw,
the strong arms
that could make
any girl feel
the deep voice that
could make her
the right words.
I longed for
the graceful walk
that females could master
The soft voice
that could make any man
question his feelings.
I needed the long fingers
Dear FutureDear future,
Am I merely a voice, left far in the past?
Where the sun once shone
Where I once laughed
Where the rain of my eyes
Poured down on my lap
Turned my face scarlet
And melted my mask
Does the sky still look the same?
Its brilliant blue
Screaming my name
Lending me wings so that I may fly
Pulling my feathers
And watching me die
Heartbroken, and crumpled upon the ground
Breathing faint words
In gasping sounds
Does its beauty still torture me so?
Please, dear future, I yearn to know
Am I merely the words from some distant shore?
Am I a memory, or something more?
Does the snow fall when the sun goes missing
Or does it mere
Raw Hours (Part I)I’ve never had so much power pounding through my veins;
A deadly fire in which I’m battling the desire to hold it all contained.
Each beat of my heart sends these needles showering through my being.
Each fraction of the second I feel me rising from this sinking.
And this energy, this chaos surging within me,
It shakes me, burns me, leaves me barely breathing.
I’m trembling, its raging, it tries to claim my soul.
Im battling and clinging, like dangerous thunder, through my bones it rolls.
Over flowing, bursting, bubbling over. This feeling spilling, rushing through my whole.
This rush, this agony, this surging, attempt at
Like the Dawn -2Like the Dawn -2
Two sunlike orbs at daybreak
Her tender voice a gentle morning breeze
Like the DawnLike the Dawn
Haiku for #thelifeofwords haiku contest
Eyes faintly glowing
Two sun-like orbs at break of day
Reflecting light in mine
The Harbinger of Doom-ConclusionThe Harbinger of Doom
With the tenderness and sensibility of any mature woman, Lady Puabi summoned her divine mother Ishtar to ask for Sabrina Duncan's healing. She sobbed anxiously as she spoke, and Clifford stood watching her and guarding Sabrina. Yet he sniffled anxiously even while admiring his wife.
"Mother Ishtar! Mother, please help daughter Puabi revive her brave new friend Sabrina Duncan, who selflessly fought along side me and Clifford! Please, Mother Ishtar!"
Clifford,still guised as Assyrian Avenger, noted the stains on their costumes. Laying Sparrowhawk carefully upon the floor near him, he moved close to Lady Puabi and joined her in requesting aid. She gazed at him, inwardly pleased.
"Lady Ishtar, this young lady Sabrina Duncan has truly done her best to support us against the threat of invisible enemies."
"Invisible enemies, Clifford? Please explain."
"Someone had delivered a strange stone to my country and in this process almost all died horribly. Puabi and i
The Harbinger of Doom Chapter 3 Page 2The Harbinger of Doom
The Bloodstone Monolith of N'lithia
Chapter 3 Page 2
The three heroes met with more than the usual threat when they entered the institute. When they reached the exhibit of the bloodstone, several archaeologists were lying dead around it and the stone seemed to be covered with red spots closely resembling blood stains. Sabrina and Puabi gasped.
"Clifford, the stone has murdered these men!"
"It seems that way, darling."
"Still, somehow a stone could not have done that itself. There must be something around it. We must be careful," warned Sabrina.
She was right. Although they would manifest to the heroes in distinct ways, the real killers were invisible N'lithians. They had a very close relation with the bloodstone. Within only moments after the heroes had reached the stone, the owners reacted. Feminine intuition warned that a horde of the creatures was near them. Instantly, the heroes dressed in their costumes. Clifford and Puabi summoned the strength and cunn
The Mud AppleThe Mud Apple
When the apple grows on the tree
Someone surely wants to eat
Round and red, or yellow, or green
Its flavour must be sweet
This apple is a much sought item
Smooth skin and tasty meat
When they both are finished
The apple's life is complete
If the apple grows in the dirt
Everyone will leave it
It may have a dull or dirty hue
Nobody ever needs it
Its taste may be dull or bitter
Its meat may be hard
Whoever finds this apple
Will only leave it in its mud
A virgin tree is very popular
An ageing tree stands in solitude
It gathers many years
I may be that ageing tree
I stand tall and grow old
Well, i see so many things happen
Virgin wood, red apples, mud apples
But trees never speak a word
I simply keep my opinion to myself
Ode to SatanNew Dimensions Literature Vol. II
In memoriam to John Milton's Paradise Lost
'Wherever there dwells light, therein must be darkness'
Whom the Puritans called Tempter
Whom the Hebrews hailed as light bearer
Hero of the Paradise Lost
Orator and mover of the Unlike
Thy word is truth
Whether there is a God or nay
He was an overbearing tyrant
Thou art a symbol to our freedom
Mind of darkness?
If thou bearest light
How canst thou be darkness?
Black books herald thee
Bringer of Iron Age marvels
The scabbard, the blade
Scripture speaks of the free will
That our creator stood by
To behold our ritualized slaughter
In his name(?)
Ah, heaven may have irony, if it hath not wit
Thou seek'st to be lord of this world
Look about thee
Behold our collective destiny
Thou art indeed our lord, not him
We be most like thee
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HelicaseHelio and I were always sitting on the stairs, chatting about the lamina and occasionally making snide remarks about ribosomes. There wasn't much for us to do. Our job was to simply be, and let the RNA scribble down the letters on our foreheads when they came around every once in a while. Helio was a G, I was a C. It wasn't exactly fulfilling, I suppose. There wasn't much to be filled. So to pass the time, we talked.
"You ever wonder?" Helio asked.
"About...well...what's out there." Helio and I were rooted to the stairs, quite happily, but it was awkward to move in. He kind of twisted in the general direction of the closest pore. "Out in the cytoplasm."
"I haven't," I admitted. "What's there to wonder about?"
"That's exactly the thing. I have no idea." Helio sighed, gazing into the distance. "Somehow it feels like we play this huge, huge role in something important, but how can we when we don't even know what that something is? I want to be something that, that has
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